Agent of Hate!!!

I know that many a times this blog has been used as a forum of anger and hate. But truly I tell you my brothers and sisters is that I am not an agent of hate but a loyal servant of God. And God is all about love, and in I Corinthians 13 love is defined as not being able to "delight in evil but rejoices in TRUTH." (13:6). But equally important is that "Love always hopes"(13:7) Hope is a charatristic of a better tomorrow.

My brothers and sisters in Christ I ask for your forgiveness for the anger I held in my heart. Being in anger has placed me in sorrow and denied me of rejoicing in truth. But more importantly I ask our God to grant us the serenity that can only come from His everlasting love.

As I wait and hope that whatever that is in your heart against me may be forgiven and forgotten and rejoice together in Jesus Christ.

People who read this

I am not one of these people that writes these online blogs and gets surprised that people read my ONLINE journal.

So for those people who read these blogs and see it as it truly is a venting of my feelings, thank you. But for those who think that I put these things online but think it's because I don't have the "cajones" to say it to their face. Well most of you know that if I won't say it to your face I won't say it online. So for those who try to use my blog as a tool against me. Well your dumber than I thought for how I feel about any issues or any individual or group is not only my constitutional right but know that I do not cower from my oppinion.

If your offended than you could be one of those idiots.

You to Brutus???

In Dante's Inferno there are levels of hell. The deeper the level the more brutal and excruciating the punishment. And remember this is eternity. On the deepest level there is thus three headed dragon. It's mouth is the worse that hell has to offer reserved those who has commited the worse of sins. Two of the two heads are empty one for the Anti-Christ and one for the Devil himself. But one mouth is occupied already and it's Judas Iscariot. Betrayal is the worse kind of sin.

I know there are times that i would have a different point of view than others and you know what that's okay. As long as we handle ourselves in a respectable manner.

But what some people have done to My teacher is beyond me as well as to the point of loosing respect towards these people. And not even give him the most basic rights of being able to defend one self. So for those who are brutus you only have one opportunity to hurt us but we have an eternity of justice. Hope it was worth it.

The Journey WAS ending.

So now I'm back home. It's 2:58 am on a Friday and I now can't sleep. Why is it when I'm driving down the highway I seem to be sleepy but when I'm at home I can't. Oh well it's just as well I need to relax before hitting the pillow anyway.

But let me share the adventure home

Since I missed my appointment with Eric my newest customer (that was referred to me by another customer) last Tuesday due to severe traffic I knew that to maximize having the car I should take care of this install right away. So instaed of taking the 101 S to the 42 highway we decided to stay on the 101 and go straight to my customer. With a quick detour to Oxnard to buy some fresh vegetables. Now one of the things I love about my iPhone is the google maps. Yeah not as great as actual GPS but I don't want to pay $10 a month extra. While waiting the route it wanted to take me on was traffic so I decided to take the back routes instead. And it was gorgeous as well as no one in sight so I was cruising at 60 mph then finally stopped at Eric's work.

Now the install couldn't have been easier I just plugged the PAP2 box and we had in and out calls. At the same time they had another referral to me about 5 minutes away. And sold a 2nd box.

Just when I thought this weekend was a waste, I was ready to write this up as a planting the seed week but instead got two installs in a 30 minute span. But it's because I planted the seed and followed up with my customer.

God is truly amazing and yes this week's install still doesn't cover the expenses but the experience was worth it. I also found another way of marketing this product. But first I need to slee...

My First Long Distance Sales Call

I know my Mom really believes in me. But this week she took it to a whole new level. Ive always known that out of her kids including grandkids that I was the one that thinks a lot like her. And what amazes me is that even though I do think a lot like her there is still alot I don't know.

This week my mother and I went to Salinas California which is about according to google maps is about 6 hours north of Perris. Well with all the traffic it really became an 8 hours drive.

Then we stayed overnight at Tita Charito's house and the next day we were on the road again to San Francisco which was about another 2 hours north to meet Christine Zhao. Only to rush back to Salinas and meet some of the Tumauinians. And all with only one strong possible sale of a product but none of the business package. About a $35 + risidual of $0.03 a month. The gas alone doesn't cover our expenses.

So I thought my Mom would be dissapointed. My sales info was spot on as well as my data. But somehow I have trouble closing. Something is preventing me to close. But my Mom said, "We're just planting seeds. It will take time and so be patient.".

And of course only time will tell if she's right or not. But I do thank God that my Mom is willing to invest not only in my business but more importantly in me.

Salinas-Captains Log

I'm here in Salinas California and i must admit I'm not really sure what I am doing here. I have some idea but nothing concrete. My mom has some business contacts out here and she wanted me to showcase the ACIONTALK to her friends. Last night we were invited to a fire safety presentation by Master Guard. I didn't realize how i'll equiped a home really was in a fire. Like smoke detectors actually suck because they cannot tell the difference between a couch on fire and dried fish burning. I truly enjoyed the presentation it was a different approach for at the end of it nothing was encourage to buy anything.

But today as we start our day I find myself less than thrilled for I do not know what to expect. I know we are suppose to present this to Tita Charito but don't know when and where. But hopefully I do well.

Lord please give me the knowledge and wisdom to know what is the right thing to do.

Business And Manners

Business and Manners can these two co-exist? In this day and age everyone is striving for the paper. When the economy is in a recession people get a little bit more desperate. But where do you draw the line.

I went on a sales call yesterday in Palmdale, no easy task but nevertheless went there anyway. Well my Aunt decided to tagg along. Now being part of my downline I do not mine that they are here with me on this sales call. For a couple of reasons. One I want to show them again how to present the product and two the person or home we were visiting was that of a relative. Now this might sound petty but I was there first and yet they come in and not only did they NOT sell our product they decided to push a different one instead.

Now here is where i'm at. I've set up my demonstration kit ready to go and they come in pop a DVD and let them watch it. I didn't want to be the guy that tries to push so many things to the same home all at once. Totally loosing my credibility and stole the wind from my sails.

Now I feel like not helping them at all anymore, but if I do that I loose money. So I'm stuck with them.

But the Lord does teach us to turn the other cheek and add some understanding So Lord grant me that.

Being Wanted

So eversince I moved back to the United States I wasn't sure if I should stay with my family. I love them very much and I missed them but at the same time I don't. I guess I need to figure things out.